Sitting on my overnight shift. Working the "Nightfloat" job, which is admitting and crosscover all night.
My schedule is so wacked right now.
To fill you in. went to Hawaii for ten days with my wife and part of her fam. Felt good afterwards.
You see I was on the point of a break down.
I was tired, and after 21/2 months of being on call I just did not care. I did not care about my pts and I did not care what people thought of me.
Not good.
This are now better.
Everyone needs a break now and then.
It is funny being on nights. The world is very different at night. Sleeping from 8 am to 4 pm makes you feel very wierd.
life is once again pretty good.
Almost done being an intern. On to a Jr. Not rdy.
don't know enough to be a Jr.
People tell me I will be alright, but it is not the way I feel
insecurity
Little poem action
Floating throught the night
The Beeper goes off without stop
A new day will dawn