Looking back at my last dozen enteries they have all been pretty grim. I think I need to cheer up a little.With my dog dying, the fact that i am not sure about my professional choices in medicine and not really having time to sit down with the wedding, I have been a bit bitter. i think it came out last night a little when we went out to have dinner with friends. They are just getting into med school and jamie was being her normal "cheerleader" self and telling them how great it would be and all I could think to say was how hard it was and how much work it is. And that to not get too excited. How is that for bursting there bubble. i kinda fee like I was just being realistic like I like people to be, but mabye I was just being bitter.
I get sick of waiting. I feel I often wait in situations where i should be out there doing something. Instead here I sit. Our wedding pics are almost done.
Here is a preview :
I like the one of us kissing.
Good morning. I am sitting here waiting for Jamie as always..... (Smile)
We are back from out HM and boy I am tired but it was fun. First we drove to PGH. We hung out with here family for a day and switched to the ford expedition to drive out west. The car is HUGE. It gets about 13 mpg. So we drove out west and day one slept in the parking lot of a Pilot in Brazil, Illinois. Second day we drove and stayed in a hotel somewhere in Kansas. Day three Colorado. In Colorado we went to a bronco’s game with Jeff, saw Kim, and had two lovely meals with her and her boy (whom I endorse). Spent time with my cousins and there Dad, which was good. Off to the south west, where we stopped in Santa fa went to a bed and breakfast and had great Mexican food. Then to the Grand Canyon. We camped on the south rim for two days, the hiked to the base in four hours, carrying very heavy packs. we camped in the canyon for two days and then hiked back out (too us six hours, again with heavy packs.) then we decided that we where very tired, two weeks had passed and we needed some home time, time to get our residency stuff in order, and time to recoup, and drove home in two days. It was fun. I am sorry I did not get to go all the places we said we would, but we had a good time none the less. Now off to PGH for four weeks to do another rotation. I wish I could just stay home but no dice.
Hope all you out there are well, I miss you all already.
Most of my entries recently have been about coming home. It has been a wirlwind of a month. But I am back, and about to leave again in a few days, to be gone for four weeks.
But in the past month my life has dramatically changed.
More on this. Now rest.
We should be leaving today on our HM. I will be absent from this blog for a while.
I love you all.
Why have a public journel if you are goin to "hide" parts of it?
Does that not defeat the reason for it being public.
I have no other forum to state this.
I know you are not being totally truthful with me.
You Said things like this about me before, and I am sure that you said things like this at the wedding.
Sorry you feel that way.
People say I am hard on you.
I guess I am.
Sorry. I feel that you and I did not connect this trip.
Oh well. Nothing I can do.
Hope you still love me.
And no, I do not think everything is about me, but I do know that this is.
Mabye because I know that it is true.
On another note. To someone else.
Why did you take down the Oct 2 entry?
I get the feeling I should stop commenting.
I will.
So much for saying hello.
Belive it or not I am married. I am so worn out, and I do not really feel any different. The wedding was flawless, and people had a great time.
Thank you all for making it special.....