My first month is done. Time to sit a reasses. I have taken care of 133 different people over the last month. there where 5 deaths, two where CMO (comfort measures only). I am happy but wasted. Last night my last night on this service was tough. 4 admissions, 2 transfers to the ICU and one patient leaving AMA (against medical advice.) My attending told me that "I was a joy to work with. It is not often I come across an induvidual who brings such enthusiasim and energy to dealing with patients."
I must say, I love taking care of people. Despite the constant stress, the feeling I have no idea what I should be doing, it is an amazing high. Even 30 hours into a 36 hour shift It is sustaning.
My patients love me and I must say, I love them (mostly)